I have always been connected to the spirit world, but not in the typical “I see dead people” way that is often presented. Although I did see and experience paranormal things as a child, my encounters were more often than not negative. When I was around 9 or 10 I started experiencing terrible nightmares that threatened my mental, physical and spiritual health by preventing me from feeling safe in my sleep. I would stay up as long as I could and take naps throughout the day. Slowly over the next few years, without knowing what I was doing, I shut off my sensitive side and completely ignored anything remotely spiritual. I started developing addictive habits like overeating and oversleeping which later in life turned to drinking and partying as often as possible. This went on for several years and it wasn’t until my early 20’s that I started to come back out of my shell and reconnect with my intuition by accident.
When I was 24, I discovered meditation, sage and crystals which I soon realized was the most effective medicine for my mental and spiritual health. I learned to center myself after even the worst of days and become aware of what was going on within me, which later transformed into knowing what was going on within the people around me. I could sense subtle emotions that were not being displayed openly which left me confused about the true feelings and intentions of others. I started to feel uncomfortable around certain people and drawn towards people that were having similar spiritual experiences and awakenings. My energy started shifting into balance. People started dropping from my life like flies, opportunities failed which felt like a punishment, until new ones appeared and made perfect sense. My physical appearance started to change as I made healthier decisions, like the decision to spend more time outdoors and go on meditative walks, avoid toxic people and go plant based. I was more hopeful and optimistic. I started meeting people with intuitive gifts and hobbies like mine. I learned everything that I could about the spiritual and metaphysical world and then developed my own beliefs through intuition.
My spiritual abilities developed basically overnight 2 weeks before my 29th birthday when I dreamt of the number 31. In my dream I walked into a store to get a birthday card for my Sister and I saw a glittery decoration on the shelf. I picked it up and on the back was the number 31. The next day that same exact sequence occurred in the exact order in the physical world and that’s when Spirit finally got my attention. The number 31 haunted me for another year. I saw it everywhere I went and in everything I did. It appeared in every dream, on every license plate, clock, and address that I came across. I have come to recognize it as a sign that I’m on the right path and as a reminder to trust my spiritual team. A few months later, I started experimenting with new spiritual healing techniques. I was broke, but I was healing deeply and removing old layers that suppressed who i really was. I started receiving reiki, acupuncture and past life regression therapy. I did plant medicine. I started meditating more and spending time in nature. Every single decision that I made had a healing intention behind it.
Soon I got tarot and oracle cards and immediately started working with clients virtually. At first, I was overwhelmed by thought of being wrong or offending the client by not telling them positive things. It took several months before I started to trust and connect with what I was receiving. I got a lot of backlash from people that were close to me for my decision to be a tarot card reader. Everyone kept telling me to just focus on Nursing School and stay away from the woo woo, but what they didn't understand was that Nursing school for me was connected to this form of healing. There were days that I questioned my sanity and felt deeply insecure about my choices. I wouldn't openly tell people that I read tarot out of fear of that they would think or say. But, when I experienced the exhale of relief and tears that came from one of my clients the first time that I tapped into their energy and let them know that I understood their struggle and then gave intuitive guidance to help, I knew that this was my life purpose. I have never looked back since. Soon after I developed my abilities I was hired on the spot working as an independent contractor reading tarot and balancing chakras through a Spiritual Wellness Center alongside another intuitively gifted Shaman and Psychic Medium named Bonnie. She became a mentor and a spiritual guide for me through the unknown. She challenged me to trust myself and connect deeper to Spirit. It was through this push forward that my gifts truly expanded. My abilities started with automatic writing and claircognizance and quickly developed to remote viewing, clairvoyance, clairaudience and then mediumship. Soon I wasn't even using the cards. I started channeling all of my messages through automatic writing alone.
The first time I had a mediumship experience was in a dream. I was about 15 years old and my grandfather had just passed away. That exact night he came to me in adream. We were in a house that was unfamiliar with a woman whom I had never seen and he began talking to me about all of the regrets that he had in life. He passed important information about his experiences and let me know that he was safe and happy. The next morning when I revealed the details of the encounter, I discovered that the woman was his mother and the house was the house that he grew up in as a child. After that experience, many more started to come, eventually they started to occur the night before the person passed away and I would get to witness someone from the other side escort them through a doorway and the next morning they passed away. This happened 5 or 6 times. This ability eventually moved from my dreams into my readings. A deceased loved one would pop into my head and begin showing me objects, locations and sending intense emotions to deliver a specific message. Before all of my readings I would do a meditation and connect to all of the ancestors, spirit guides, and and angels of the highest love and light for the client and ask for intuitive, unbiased guidance to help propel them forward on the highest path to all things good. Soon I began seeing clips of spirit guides, angels and ancestors that would stand next to the client allowing me to connect with the spiritual support and sense blockages that were interfering with the messages that were being delivered directly from source to the client. Understanding these blockages is the key to unlocking intuition within us all.
It took about a year for me to realize that I was truly a psychic, even after all of the validating experiences, I was waiting for a specific situation to grab me, shake me up and say... "You are psychic!" During my readings I would just start talking a million miles an hour about situations, relationships, career paths, opportunities, finances, new homes, losses and gains, health and other situations. One day I started blurting out time lines. I would just feel like I was in April or June or the year 2024 and I would tell the client “It feels like September is when you get the job.” Flash forward to September, the client would call me and say, “Guess what, I got the job.” Over the next year, clients that had been read and never heard from again would start surfacing with a list of events that took place and stories about how grateful they were for the heads up on negative situations such as the loss of a job, close friend or house. It wasn't the negative situation they were grateful for, it was the intuitive guidance from their spiritual team regarding that future event that made them so happy. It wasn't until my very first real outside client came back after taking the new job opportunity in New York as a baker that we had discussed during his reading. It seemed like such a blurry opportunity when he first came in, but there was so much energy pulling him in that direction that I decided to stick behind the prediction only to find that it came to life a year later.
Fun facts, I can’t read myself at all. I can sense the energy behind a decision, I want to make, but it’s so complicated by bias and ego that its difficult to move forward confidently based off of a reading on myself. I do receive intuitive messages from my spirit guide Oren through deep meditation and journaling. For divine messages and guidance for myself I turn to my spiritual team. My intuitive living spirit guide Jackie and my reiki angel Desiree!
When a client comes to me with news of a prediction coming true, my spiritual team will immediately put me in check and be sure that I stay humble.
I believe in God and I pray. What I do is not a religion. I don’t worship crystals or do black magic. I’m a lightworker, looking to spread intuitive healing and love. None of the messages that I deliver come from me, they come from Spirit, and the reiki energy comes from universal lifeforce energy. Essentially, I'm not a healer, I'm an illuminator. Flash forward to today, I’m a nursing student headed toward a degree in holistic nutritional counseling. My intentions for the future are to continue my readings, reiki and past life regression and infuse medical intuition with nutritional counseling for total mind, body, spirit healing. I plan to continue holding full moon workshops and meditation classes to keep the flow of healing moving at an affordable cost to those that are curious, but not quite yet committed. One of my missions is in life is to understand the connection between mental health disorders and spiritual abilities. I will be exploring this connection deeply throughout the next few years and plan to share my discoveries with the world!